As much as I hate time, it's inevitable. What it's done to me these last few months would take days to write about. So I'll leave it to my memory and save you all from hearing it. Needless to say, I've been out of touch. I've been here, but have I really been here? I lost myself somewhere in the days that have been far and in between. I've recently found some hope of inspiration. I've been contemplating the realities of life more every day, wishing to some day wake up to an answer. Then I've realized, perhaps I'm asking the wrong question. Anywho, I do still exist, whether realisticly, legendary, or as an illusion, I'm not quite certain. I know you'll help me find myself. I'm counting on you...so let me know soon. You're the only one I go to when I don't know what I want for myself and you always seem to know the answer I really wanted to start with. I'm where I thought I wanted to be, but then sometimes it makes me sad because I don't know if it's challenging enough. Nurrrrr....I'm going to disperse again and maybe you'll find me faded somewhere into the background.